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I have always been pretty shy, and I resented being unassertive. So ever since I was a small girl I became outgoing. I am an only child, so I have always been on a more mature level with grown ups, and more psycho then ever with my friends.. I have two cats, a bird, a clown fish, and some creepy Arrow Crab creature that looks like a spider! My cat Ringo is the cutest cat ever. The first reaction everyone has when they walk in my house is something to the affect of 'DAMN, that’s a huge gorgeous cat!' the pic of him as a little kitten on my other cat Dingus that he’s 2 times bigger then on my home page needs to be updated, but its so cute!
Poems: Dark Steel Chains
I may
appear sunny, happy and glossy on the outside
But dark steel chains imprison the depressive inside
I am ill from the dirt and smoldering pain
I wish someone would take me out of the rain
Look at this saintly and angelic face of gold
My heart bleeds, with a story never told
A fighter I am, a pillar of strength
To fight against this anger and angst
I am the cold angel come to show you my aching
And then you will see why my heart is breaking
My innocence has been taken by an inner demon
And taken away all that I had dreamed in
Now am joyfully risen, after so many rains
For someone rescued me, from these dark steel chains
by:
Courtney
Poem: Like air
you may shoot me with your words,
you may cut me with your eyes,
you may kill me with your hatefullness,
but still, like air, I'll rise
Poem: Clique
My books are held close, my breath in my chest as I stare at the spoiled uppercrust of secondary school I am part of that other gang,(you know who they are, those damned to shop at discount department stores and cut-rate clothes) that smug alcoholic clique glares back at me with all the tormented sass they can muster, Melonie jingles the keys to her new luxury car in my bus riding face she turns and laughs aloud with her friends behind sunglasses and unnatural barely concealing one helluva black eye
by:sassy magazine
Poem: tigerseye
eyes gleaming in the night,
there's an intruder in the forest
creeping closer he hears a sound,
its only the wind
collecting twigs to make a fire,
he sees a shadow in the moonlight,
through the silence comes a whisper,
'I wont give up without a fight'
it must've been the wind
growing tense he begins to tire
he sets a camp up in the trees
peering out into the quiet
he recoils after a breeze
in his tent he begins to stiffen
and to the wind he begins to listen
as he checks his woodsman’s equipment
he hears a familiar voice, or was it a rustle in the leaves?
it had to have been the wind
maybe thinking the sound was thieves
he goes outwards on his knees,
his tools are there
recheck again shivering a tad he sees
an intruder in his forest
a pair of gleaming eyes
'I wont give up without a fight'
in the morning he was gone
the food captured by his gun, now eaten by raccoons
his leftover fire ashes, a nest for a couple of loons
lumberjacks equipment now faded, by many moons
as the tigerseye still watched over the forest, the intruder was gone.
licking her chops contentedly,
only 2% of her home gone,
she was prepared to strike again,
earlier, soon,
perhaps even the first moon,
or whenever she happened to get hungry
~ Debbie
Another me
There is another me, trapped within my body; I am only a protective shell, of my spirit and will; But the me inside is not as friendly, and her words can kill. The me you know, gentle and kind, can up and leave this world behind; and sometimes when me takes to air, I leave the other me standing there, without the tactful spirit outside, if you should ever crack my pride u can see, through a crack or tear, me bottled up inside somewhere; Full of pain thats never gone, u see the angry other; Not the playful mischievious con; The one u hurt with an insulting word,that cannot leave with the flighty bird; The one always left with all the bruises, the one u almost never see,the one that always, always, loses, covered with scars and burns and wounds, the one thats hurt whenever left out, the one screaming inside whenever u shout, so would you leave that me alone, for she can only be heard in harsh tone, do not open those old scrapes for u will see me take new shapes.
She answers when your arrogance has shined,and when i cannot speak, she takes over my whole mind; the one who who cannot stand it when u just leave the room,the one who often wants to just be buried in a tomb. full of anger, that you can see when i explode. u will see the cracks open up with emotins pouring out, you'll notice im not the normal me that doesnt ever shout. she doesnt have to hold back, usuall silly pout, the silly cover on my face, when ive come undone like delicate lace, for she is the who gets all the tears, the ones forced down my throught, this is where they land. all the fights building up, and this she cannot stand. she is the one, who no longer cries, the one who hits back when somebody lies. the one who comes out into the real me, mixing me up and confusing me times three. the one who's mixing spirit and will, who becoming stronger, and no longer cries. the one that sends me courage, whenever i stick up for some one, and yet shes always the one who receives, along with your quirks andlittle pet peeves, your short little temper, that leaves all the scars. (maybe your temper is as short as it is because your dick's just as short.) sorry, that was the other me.
~anonymous
Ironic
Early in the morning but late at night,
2 dead boys rose up to fight
back to back they faced each other,
drew their swords and shot one another
a deaf policeman heard the noise came and killed the 2 dead boys.
If you don't believe this lie so true,
ask the blind man,
he saw it too.
Gopher
Great green gobs of..
greasy, grimy gopher guts!
ooey, gooey birdies feet,
insolated monkey meat,
french fried eye balls dipped in carosine,
i forgot my spoon, slurp!
About This Web Site
I made this web site using Microsoft's FrontPage Express, which comes free with Windows (you gotta install it from the setup cd). If you're on AOL, then you have free web space you can use to publish your own web site for free! Just go to keyword MYPLACE and you'll find lots of information on how to do a web site. If you're not on AOL, there are still other places offering free web space, like www.geocities.com or www.fortunecity.com but they put their ads on your web page. ick
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